An empty glass to half filled glass.....

We often hear in our lifetime, that the glass is half-filled or half-empty determines our positivity or negativity hidden within us. But what if the glass is empty and then you keep thinking ya, some day the empty glass will be completely filled. Dreams on Ice has reached to a new level, where an empty glass is now seeming to look as half filled glass, the glass with no hope, no dreams, no love, no life is seeming to be filled with a right mixture of all these new wishes.... :)

Yes, finally after a lot of struggle, I managed to get a job, though not very lucrative, but with well equipped learning facilities, and the freedom to manage things your own way, what else is required. The dream of owning a house in Mumbai will soon come true.... Time and true friends have worked in the process, and new member in the house - the Inner Buddhha... :)

The long problem of throat infection as well as straining my voice to the extent that I cant hear myself has been cured, and operation went successful, a new drop of hope to let the empty glass half full... :)

A new name 'Kabutar' by someone special, after being called by lots of names like 'Kaddu', 'Niru', 'Nirwa', 'Niruhaaa' and lot of them..... Kabutar, when i questioned why, I got a reply, 'B'coz u keep on flying from Bandra to Andheri, from Andheri to Borivali, and from Borivali to Ahmedabad'... Craziness filled life full of happiness and enthusiasm..... Hoping to see the 'bacchha' soon.... :)

Finally, ending up the half filled glass of hopes and enthusiasm, and lets see what life has store in me, will i be satisfied with half filled glass or the glass is going to spill..... ?

Dreams on Ice

Wierdo expressions and more wierdo is the plight when something unusual starts pinching you!! With no directions, aimless attitude, when something strikes the ice to make a difference, it sometimes brings a cute smile on the face..... 'Dreams' i must say never ever striked me like this as it is shaking me now.....



Spending the last 26 years in the various shackles and confusions of emotions and sacrifices, I felt somehow i forgot to dream! And the realization has come after long 26 years... Let me go back to the flashback and see when I had dreams....emmm.. emmm... ya, when i was a kid, i used to dream that i will be a doctor and will be treating patients nicely and serve the poor! Time changed, I became selfish, went with the flow and finally where I am now - The circle is not complete yet, but ya.. I have started changing for sure!



Who wont dream of having a wonderful home of his own, beautifying the wonderful place with all the possible items bought from the 'chor bazaar' or may be 'fashion street', who cares at the end of the day unless it is being handled cutely by splendid moments of love, romance and cuddles with your own partner!

The various confusions staring at my face, kept me gazing at times wasnt a new thing for me, finally somethings do come on face frequently, but this realization has come after a long time! Dreams are after a dreams, they are not just meant to be seen with closed eyes, they are meant to be fulfilled and experienced with open eyes.

Who wont dream of the best scene of nature rolling at the doorstep, while peeping through a small opening of a window from that small home? Everyone dreams of something or the other, and finally I started dreaming of my own house, while wandering at different places in Mumbai, and experiencing a totally different world, tiring at times and sometimes missing that privacy in life! Who wont be dreaming of a free world within the small home, where he can spill the beans, make a tea late night at 2, listening to the oldies of 60s or even conversing with long-distance friends for long hours?

Its a wonderful realization after a long long time, and still more to come.. I still wonder its the 'Dream' in a dream or am I really conscious?