Wierdo expressions and more wierdo is the plight when something unusual starts pinching you!! With no directions, aimless attitude, when something strikes the ice to make a difference, it sometimes brings a cute smile on the face..... 'Dreams' i must say never ever striked me like this as it is shaking me now.....
Spending the last 26 years in the various shackles and confusions of emotions and sacrifices, I felt somehow i forgot to dream! And the realization has come after long 26 years... Let me go back to the flashback and see when I had dreams....emmm.. emmm... ya, when i was a kid, i used to dream that i will be a doctor and will be treating patients nicely and serve the poor! Time changed, I became selfish, went with the flow and finally where I am now - The circle is not complete yet, but ya.. I have started changing for sure!
Who wont dream of having a wonderful home of his own, beautifying the wonderful place with all the possible items bought from the 'chor bazaar' or may be 'fashion street', who cares at the end of the day unless it is being handled cutely by splendid moments of love, romance and cuddles with your own partner!
The various confusions staring at my face, kept me gazing at times wasnt a new thing for me, finally somethings do come on face frequently, but this realization has come after a long time! Dreams are after a dreams, they are not just meant to be seen with closed eyes, they are meant to be fulfilled and experienced with open eyes.
Who wont dream of the best scene of nature rolling at the doorstep, while peeping through a small opening of a window from that small home? Everyone dreams of something or the other, and finally I started dreaming of my own house, while wandering at different places in Mumbai, and experiencing a totally different world, tiring at times and sometimes missing that privacy in life! Who wont be dreaming of a free world within the small home, where he can spill the beans, make a tea late night at 2, listening to the oldies of 60s or even conversing with long-distance friends for long hours?
Its a wonderful realization after a long long time, and still more to come.. I still wonder its the 'Dream' in a dream or am I really conscious?
Spending the last 26 years in the various shackles and confusions of emotions and sacrifices, I felt somehow i forgot to dream! And the realization has come after long 26 years... Let me go back to the flashback and see when I had dreams....emmm.. emmm... ya, when i was a kid, i used to dream that i will be a doctor and will be treating patients nicely and serve the poor! Time changed, I became selfish, went with the flow and finally where I am now - The circle is not complete yet, but ya.. I have started changing for sure!
Who wont dream of having a wonderful home of his own, beautifying the wonderful place with all the possible items bought from the 'chor bazaar' or may be 'fashion street', who cares at the end of the day unless it is being handled cutely by splendid moments of love, romance and cuddles with your own partner!
The various confusions staring at my face, kept me gazing at times wasnt a new thing for me, finally somethings do come on face frequently, but this realization has come after a long time! Dreams are after a dreams, they are not just meant to be seen with closed eyes, they are meant to be fulfilled and experienced with open eyes.
Who wont dream of the best scene of nature rolling at the doorstep, while peeping through a small opening of a window from that small home? Everyone dreams of something or the other, and finally I started dreaming of my own house, while wandering at different places in Mumbai, and experiencing a totally different world, tiring at times and sometimes missing that privacy in life! Who wont be dreaming of a free world within the small home, where he can spill the beans, make a tea late night at 2, listening to the oldies of 60s or even conversing with long-distance friends for long hours?
Its a wonderful realization after a long long time, and still more to come.. I still wonder its the 'Dream' in a dream or am I really conscious?
humm i heard abt dreams on fire..whts tht dreams on ice... :)
ReplyDelete@ ayushman: Well, Ice is a solid form of water, and when you are ice, you are standstill... nothing moves you... so out of nothing moving in your life, you start dreaming.. thats dreams on ice
ReplyDeleteLoved your post.
ReplyDeleteDreams of being a doctor is so very common that almost each and every child has seen this dream of being a doctor. Many of them become doctors too but soon the reality takes them away from the dreams. The selfish world and money minded society carries them miles ahead of dreams and the new targets or goals of having a bid comfortable house, a new sleek n sexy, expensive car and to finish paying bank debts they are paying after taking a loan from them to built a hospital.
Soon the service to society and poor people vanishes.
I loved your dream of having a house and make it a home somewhere in mumbai but to realise that dream, you need to earn a lot and finally at the old age when you will be capable to buy that, you won't be able to enjoy whatever you have dreamt of.
Tough life but my suggestion is to keep dreaming as it keeps us going.
Best wishes and god bless you.
@ only vimal: Thanks dr... Appreciated your views regarding the blog and would keep all my enthusiasm and energy diverted towards positive stuff and dreaming about life beyond imagination... :)
ReplyDeleteyeh, life is tough but who cares, unless you enjoy the journey, right?
very nice writeup.. Somewhere i also could feel my dreams which are on ice now.. need to bring them back to life..
ReplyDeletegood writeup bro..
@ Manu - yeah yeah... wake up sis, wake up..... before its getting late.... it is really amazing to dream about it, and i m all set for my dreams.... :)
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